Shurpanakayana- not Ramayana afterall !!

 





Shurpanakayana: My Side of the Story

I’m not just a shadow, cast aside and jeered,
Not a name for your mockery, not one to be feared.
In a world where honor was meant to reign,
I was left shattered, dismissed in disdain.

A sister, a widow, a mother in grief,
Betrayed by my blood, denied all relief.
Ravana’s greed took my husband’s life,
And my child was lost to his endless strife.

Yet you only see me through lust’s cruel guise,
A woman to crush, to silence, despise.
When I came to Rama, it wasn’t just desire,
But a heart seeking solace, a spark, not a fire.

“Marry me,” I said, with nothing to hide,
Hoping for love, for a hand at my side.
Instead, they mocked, and cut me deep,
Leaving my soul with wounds to keep.

So I vowed, with pain and rage in my core,
To reclaim my pride, to settle the score.
I whispered to Ravana of Sita’s grace,
Her beauty, her charm, her radiant face.
"Take her," I said, "and make her your prize,
Let Rama come for her, let kingdoms rise."

If Ravana falls, my husband’s debt is paid,
If Rama dies, my shame will fade.
In this game of power, in vengeance’s flame,
I became the spark that gave this tale its name.

You call it Ramayana, this tale of kings,
Where gods wage war for righteous things.
But isn’t it my tale, born of my cries?
Shurpanakayana, where the truth never lies.

I lit the flame that scorched the skies,
That turned kingdoms to ash and cries.
I am the storm, the voice ignored,
The woman erased, her pain unexplored.

Don’t judge me until you see my pain,
Until you’ve felt my loss, my endless strain.
This epic you cherish was forged in my fight,
A tale of my sorrow, veiled in the light.

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